| and it comes to the end... |
[Sep. 24th, 2005|01:28 am] |
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Well, it is 1:30am.... i am still adjusting to the time difference..... really it is only 10:30 for me.... just getting started. Sitting in the basement of Chris' bar.... waiting till 5 am rolls around when I can finally go to sleep.... unfortunately I have to pick up Dan from the airport at 12pm... then we have to start treckin down the map... and scurry to NC before Sunday morning. Gabe just picked Jess up from the airport... so tomorrow shall be fun!!! Me, Gabe, Jess and Dan... in the midst of the middle of nowhere aka Jacksonville, NC!!!
I miss John, I miss Ned, and I miss Jess, Dan and Gabe!!!
Tomorrow shall be fun.... tired fun....... but fun. |
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[Sep. 20th, 2005|12:18 am] |
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NO! NEW YORK, HERE I DON'T COME!!!
SOOOO FUCK! HAH! YEAH FUCK! Dude, my frikkin plane left WITHOUT ME! Was i late? NO! On time? YES! So after waiting like a dum dum for an hour and a half after my plane LEFT ME, I finally decided to track down a staff member.... NO WHERE TO BE FOUND! SO i resorted to calling the hotline and they tell me "oh they did a final boarding call 20 minutes early, and so they just assumed everyone was on board." WELL HELLO!!!! DON'T YOU HAVE A LIST?!?!?!? UMMMM... YOUR POLICY SAYS... "PLEASE ARRIVE AT THE GATE NO LATER THAN 10 MINUTES BEFORE DEPARTURE" OKAY... SOO.... DOES THAT REALLY MEAN "Please arrive at the gate 10 minutes before we tell you to, because if not we will leave without you, tough shit." So... then the only other flight they have going from here to boston is not until Thursday! Which is fuckin shit bricks awful because I wont arrive in BOSTON until Friday morning, and I had plans in New york THURSDAY NIGHT.... hmmm... pissed? Me? YES! GRRRRRRR
hmmm... peace |
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|09:52 pm] |
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| |  damn airtran!!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | what music? | ] |
okay, so i am now marinating at the airport.... anyone ever heard of airtran? yeah, me neither. This so........ strange. My gate is completely deserted, and there is no plane attached to the hallway... and my flight should be here but it isnt, yet the screen says on-time.... now boarding all rows.... BUT THERE IS NO FRIKKING PLAne!!! OR Any staff to talk to .... this is just way weird.... anywho... so.... i am sad to leave. I had an amazing breif encounter with John today. You know, I say this a lot, but he is so amazing.... i have to say it all the time. I honestly feel this potential..... to just fall in love with him if given the chance. And thank God I havent been given the chance, because though i have never experienced love, like i thought i have in the past....i tend to get carried away... or maybe this would be different... who knows.... but i am going to try and find some staff to talk to... g2g....
new york, here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| And my journey slowly.... but surely... comes to an intermission... i hope... |
[Sep. 19th, 2005|08:02 pm] |
So, I am off to Boston in 2 hours. Yeah, I am upset. I have grown so attached to LA. The people, the fun, the partying, the weather, the beauty, the kisses, the experience. It has grown into such a beautiful one. I have never had as much fun as I have since I left home. Though I have had more fun, than production, once I get on my feet back home, I can have both... here. I have just been craving change for so long, and now I have experienced an AMAZING transition... I am not ready for another change yet. I have decided to leave behind a few important belongings, just so I have a bit more motivation to get back here asap. I must say, though, I haven't found any substantial friends out here, that isn't enough to keep me away. I am not here to make "REAL" friends, my real friends are back home... but I am not here to make friends. I am here to do something for myself, AND... enjoy myself. I just pray I am not losing sight of my objective and priorities. I just feel as if I need to go home for a while... to get my head back on straight, and come out here with ONE particular objective for myself. With ONE maybe TWO back up plans.
So, as offended as I am that Ned shot me down, granted in his mind, he had a good reason, I am glad that our situation didnt escalade any further than it has. I am just pissed because I don't like the fact that he has gotten the satisfaction. Like, he thinks of it as he let ME go, when there wasn't anything to let go of... loser....
hmm g2g to be continued |
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| poopnut |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|03:36 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Hanson - Penny & Me | ] |
I am so indecisive about what I want to do. I mean, I KNOW what I want to do... but I'm confused about which way to go. Though LA has its flaws, I have grown attached to the life here. It's great, it's relaxing (except the driving), the weather is to die for! And I have made friends I am not ready to leave. I mean, I know I am going to be back out in here in less than two months, but I don't want to leave now!!!! Andy is here, and we are kickin it. Which is awesome, though it sucks cause he is going to Columbia soon. But I have met some awesome people here in the past two months. Especially John. He is such a great person, I am going to miss him. I mean, I do miss him. I never get to spend time with him, because time just hasnt been on our side lately. But, whatever happens happens. I'll see him again. I've always wanted to go to Hawaii... haha.
Well, tomorrow I have an appt. at the PERFECT 10 mansion. I am nervous because I am afraid Norm is going to reject me. They already gave Miranda call back, and i am in such better shape than her! She is just so damn thin! she is barely 100 lbs. No offense to her, but it is going to be harder for her to gain muscle. And she, I don't think, that she will take it seriously enough to last. She is too sweet to box! haha I love her, but i am looking at this realistically. The picture they saw of me, Wendy said I would have to lose weight before norm would even meet with me. Granted, the picture was almost two years old, and I was heavier. But then I sent a more recent picture, and in my opinion i look way TOO thin... I was down to 117... which is really damn thin for my frame. And she calls me back saying that she still hasn't gotten the pictures she wants, and that norm is very picky about how a picture shows a girl body. Well, she is sneaking me in with a few other girls tomorrow to meet him in person, and he will either decide yes or no. I am nervous. This is something I would love to do, and it would be such great exposure.
Number of spiders crawling out of my Ralph's salad - 1 |
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| my back hurts |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|09:42 pm] |
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Sitting here, eating cereal w/ yogurt and drinking a beer. The absolute highlight of my day. Today was a shitty shitty day. Michelle just left for florida, so I have been scheduled to work this whole week for her for two weeks... meaning this has been planned for two weeks. So, thank God, because I am down to my last penny, almost literally. Well, at the end of the day, Luigi pulls me into his office, discussing if i am planning on driving up here and taking my real estate exams for my liscense. I said of course... that was my plan. So, then he tells me I need to come in tomorrow to train a new receptionist and that he will only need me for 3 hours, and he wont need me the rest of the week. Then there i am trying to hold back my tears best I could. I mean, I spent a hundred dollars changing my ticket so I could work this week and then after all is said and done he tells me he wont need me?!?!?!? What am i supposed to do with myself for an entire 7 days??? I am going to be spending money that doesn't exist just to feed myself! How am I supposed to pay for my trip home from New York? This week of working was saving my ASS! And now I have got nothing all over again. I am so upset. I feel so incredibly guilty because I am going to have to ask my mother for money again! I am already 2 GRAND in the hole with her. But she just keeps giving, because she has no choice. I feel awful. I feel like such a peice of shit, it isn't even funny. Luckily, my sister talked to him and he agreed to let me finish out tomorrow at least. Hopefully I can convince him to let me work until Wednesday. I pray, dammit. I am going to try to find some modeling or extra gig for this week, hopefully that works out. I don't know. I am just so stressed out, it blows ass. I am truly grateful for Paul, letting me stay here and everything. He has been great, although its been hard having the two of us here together, hes done more than enough for us.
TOMORROW! ME AND ANDY = HANSON TAPING JIMMY KIMMEL !!! OH WHAT FUN! |
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| I must get out of hollywood!!!!!!!!! |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|04:35 pm] |
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| | hungover-why isnt this a mood? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jeff Buckley - Everybody here wants you SEXY!!!!! | ] |
So I officially experienced the "hollywood" scene last night... what a cesspool. I felt like I was the only person with any moral values. Every not-famous person goes with this objective: "Let's see which celebrity I can fuck tonight!" Every famous person (guy's primarily): "Let me see how many chicks I can fuck at the same time." It's disgusting. I discovered that Carson Daly is the biggest loser in hollywood. haha. Well, it was his party, and he was the only celebrity I saw who didn't have chicks anywhere within an 8 foot radius of him... not including the two older, washed up drunk idiots he was sitting with making noises or throwing out slurred "heeeyyyy"'s to every girl that walked by. haha. He was sitting at a table facing the dance floor and was just mauling every girl on the dance floor or that walked by with his eyes. It was...uh... hilarious. So, the entire O.C. cast was there..... I'm thinking "God, you all hang out together, too??" But I did see my good old pledge this buddy Simon Rex. He's so weird. Well we had a nice little catch-up conversation. He's an interesting character. "HEY! We smoked weed together!!" I'm just like "hmm... yeah... say it a little louder!" Well it was a good moment until some slut interupted us and put her arms around him and was like "heeyyy... my name's blah blah blah" I was like... "oook Simon, see you later." he's like "what? you're leaving now??" I'm thinking "no, but i am walking away from you" hahaha. He looked so hot in scary movie 3, and not so hot last night.... what is up with this.
ooh yeahh.. frankie muniz is like up to my boobs and it felt incredibly wrong watching him consume alcoholic beverages.
yeah well that is all I feel like thinking about. Hollywood is retarded. I want to come home. Or no... I want to go back to new york. |
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| this aint over, no not here..not while i still need you around, you don't own me..well I cant change |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|11:33 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 311 - Creatures | ] |
I think I am losing touch with myself... slightly. I mean, not really, but the peice of me I allow people to see has been hiding deeper and deeper beneath my skin. Or perhaps this is all just an illusion, the result of being trapped inside that little apt. for hours upon hours, it's bound to cause a little delerium, i suppose. I've been having too much fun with meaningless adventures. I mean, perhaps not, I have been getting involved with a lot of live music, but I fear I am even losing touch with that. My whole purpose of this voyage was for my music, and yes, I am writing every single day. But I am not networking, nor am I acting on my determination to reach that point I am striving to achieve. I really need to focus. Though, there is not much I can do here, right now. I feel trapped here because it is impossible for me to be independent without my car, or my own transportation. When I don't feel independent, i completely lose my motivation. When I feel I have to put my ideas through another person based on what I want to do with my time, I feel like a child, in result, I begin to live like one. All i need is the feeling of independence again to pick me up from where I fell. I was a completely different person in New York. Because I had that sense of freedom, of independence that I created for myself. Now, without that, I don't have anything. Things will be much better by next monday once Michelle flies to Fort Lauderdale and I have my independence in LA for an entire week. That will be absolutely wonderful. I can't wait. And it is nothing personal against my sister, I have just needed to feel this feeling I havent felt in two months.
Tomorrow we will share a good day. We are going to see Maroon 5, Kanye, And Good Charlotte. Hopefully we'll have luck last time. Tuesday I am doing something for myself. I always make it a point to do something for myself once a week, and that hasnt been an option lately. But Michelle is leaving on Monday, so Tuesday I got free tickets to see Hanson tape the Jimmy Kimmel show. So, that I will be joining myself in doing so. It shall be fun =) |
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| i am gay |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|12:39 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Marilyn Manson - Slutgarden | ] |
i am officially a stupid homosexual homosapien... not really i just made a GAY mistake. So, last night I missed a golden opportunity to hang out with frikkin....
OK... Graham got me the hook up at the Laugh Factory to go see Dane Cook and HANG OUT WITH HIM cause he is dope ass and its beneficial knowing someone working for gay ass MTV... and I decided NOT to sell my good friend Dan out because he wanted to go to the Highlands... Well, I was hoping he would call me in time to go see the show and persuade him not to go to the highlands tonight! Cause when am I ever going to get to hang with dane cook again!?!? NEVER! SOOOO... 10pm rolls around and Dan hasn't called back... and the show started!! So I WAS LIKE POOOOOP whatever, we'll just go to the highlands... well he calls me at about 10:15 sayin he just woke up and got sunburnt today and can't go out. YOU COULDNT HAVE CALLED ME EARLIER TO TELL ME THAT! SO MY NIGHT WAS A BUST! I should stop being so damn loyal and just learn to sell out once in a while... especially in situations like this. so i have come to the conclusion that I AM GAY!... I will be kicking myself forever more. |
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| The REAL Masterpiece........ |
[Sep. 2nd, 2005|01:21 pm] |
That day...
8:42 am we cried a little to south
9:03 am we cried a little to north
9:59 am we died a little to the south
10:28 am we died a little to north
Children jumping out of the sky
Once again its come
People scamper with fear inside
Nothing can be done
2752 bodies lie,
1/3 without a face
Countless prayers shooting towards the sky
What has happened to this place
Mommas, sisters, daughters crying
Love alone can't close the wound
Brothers, fathers, sons are fighting
Not much else going on in the news room
Everytime I flip on the box
Everyone, everywhere is dying
You ever think how it's happenin' all at once
This is, it's the grand finale
2004
what's the score
On the shore
it's happening once more
Body snatcher
lies in disguise
beneathe the water
Waves drown the sky
300,000 children washed away
with poseidons wrath
The sea shall free the love they gave
The earth shall quake inside their name
Mommas, sisters, daughters crying
Love alone can't close the wound
Brothers, fathers, sons are fighting
Not much else going on in the news room
Everytime I flip on the box
Everyone, everywhere is dying
You ever think about it's happenin' all at once
This is, it's the grand finale
Here we're faced with the tragedy
The town that'd given birth to jazz
Bodies, babies floatin through the streets
We haven't enough bags
Chaos and the rage that spreads
Coincides with the pain thats fed
To them on a silver plate
Just pray, is how we compensate
Though I fear it's much too late
Lord, perhaps this was our fate
Mommas, sisters, daughters crying
Love alone can't close the wound
Brothers, fathers, sons are fighting
Not much else going on in the news room
Everytime I flip on the box
Everyone, everywhere is dying
You ever think about it's happenin' all at once
This is, it's the grand finale
Calamity, catastrophe, adversity
Infects our streets
Purjury, barratry, dishonesty
We've cast to lead
This man who cannot find his hands
Perhaps he's chillin at his ranch
Our blessings soon dissinigrate
Iniquity shall dominate |
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| damn homosapiens |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|02:48 pm] |
work... its gay. i am here... being gay... in this gay routine called work. haha. yeah, its easy though. im eating a wild oats salad, and mmmm it is sooo good. yummy. mmm.... ooh yes! There's an ORGY IN MY MOUTH!
Tonight! MARC BROUSSARD! HOUSE OF BLUES!!! OoOh YESSS!!!! IT is ON like DONKEY KONG!
God bless the residents of New Orleans |
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| OOPSIE EAST COAST LOVERS!!! |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|11:11 am] |
I apologize but I forgot about the 3 hour time difference... YOU can watch me live on the web between 1-5pm for my margarita wrestling match!!!!
Thank you mucho! |
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| ATTENTION: Friends and lovers |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|01:03 am] |
If you all could please tune in to www.margaritawrestling.com on Sunday, August 28, between about 10-2pm, my margerita wrestling match will be shown LIVE on the web! My sister and I (they think we are twins) will be on our own tagteam called the BOMBSHELL BALLERS... my stage name has been given to me as Antagonistic Angelina and my sister, Sherri Stone. PLEASE tune in to see us kick ass and win!!!!! Spread the word lovers!!!!
www.margaritawrestling.com |
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| I can see clearly now the rain has gone... |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|10:52 am] |
Things are looking slightly brighter. Yesterday, everything was pretty shitty. I was feeling depressed... and helpless. But things are beginning to look up. Money has been a huge issue lately. I've been working a couple days in the office every week for 3 weeks and I thought I was making a lot more than I did. So, I was really disappointed. But, I just thought I was there a lot more often that I actually was. But, I got a gig in a commercial on Tuesday and there is a check waiting for me. Also, on Sunday I am competing in a modeling margarita wrestling match for a charity event to help fight breast cancer in which I will be compensated $250. AND it is for a wonderful cause. All though I will be sticky in Margarita mix and wrestling a hot chick. WAIT? Where's the downside?? But that is just great! Haha...
I've been anticipating to see John for the past week... but he works so much and it's difficult without a car... But tonight I am suppose to see him... and I am looking forward to it. I am so intrigued by him, it's wonderful. It makes me sad to think about how it will probably never work... considering I am going back to FL soon and he is moving to Hawaii for 3 months... and who knows how well we will keep in touch. But we'll see right? I have a good feeling though. He's the only person I've dated in a looong time that has crossed my mind as a potential relationship, in the future. I feel that though... and it's a good feeling. I don't get a vibe like that from everybody... or anybody.
I miss my mom! |
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| My masterpiece |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|09:22 pm] |
When we met, you soon forget the picture i had framed
You took it first then threw it down that empty darkened drain
Then I had held it to my heart like love was pumpin blood
Anticipating our moment once again, was how it was
You sat and sang a fairy tale to me with your guitar
I laughed for hours, dreamt for days and still you were so far
Accepted me, rejected me I never thought you'd do
I flew 3000 miles just to see that thing you do
And Now Im here to laugh at
I'm caught out in the rain
While your inside, mild and dry
And proud of your own game
Well ill tell you what
You stand no chance
In this biz, its just a damn romance
And you are just a feeble burning flame
You'll sing your songs
They'll sing along
But by tomorrow you'll be gone
And all your minions have forgotten you
They've forgotten you
We had too much in common, you'd never let you know
Just how good we could have been, but what you had to show
Was an ego of colossal size, a head up in the clouds
A roar that could have shifted tides, and me to bring you down
I walked away, my chin still up, and never breaking frown
Some how its worked out perfectly, without your face around
If I ever make it big, I'm going to promise you one thing
This song Michael, is from me to you, and now I am the one laughing
chorus
Spread your wings
and take the dive
Let's see just
how far you fly
before the sky
is falling down on you
You had it here
and now you don't
You blew it out
a cloud of smoke
You are a victim
of the oblivion
but you're oblivious |
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[Aug. 24th, 2005|12:23 am] |
I am so intrigued by you.
Resting on the thought of "knowing" you...
It excites me.
You excite me.
You leave me in this undevised suspense...
My senses titillated by the recollection of your hands...
The simple thought of provoking a smile... belonging to you,
entices my smile.
I find you absolutely tantalizing in every way you have shown me.
Physical stimulation only shadows the mental innervation
that is residing here.
The energy you sustain is an essential element of the attraction I'm
captivated by.
Patience is organically inclined by the potential that might exist between you and I.
As it may not, that minute particle that lives for doubt is equivolent
to the space I ordinarily should save for potential, if any at all.
If, perhaps, after the last letter is written, and we never speak again,
thank you for producing a perception of my feelings in the result
of this peice.
I can still taste the sand. |
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| Almost home...2! |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|12:04 am] |
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So, I have decided to extend my trip in LA for two weeks. Part of me is staying for logical reasons and the other part... I am not ready to let this go. Although, it would only be temporary, I just feel as if I would be missing something huge if I left tomorrow. I have met so many amazing people out here. 4 in particular... but one in mind. =) John... what a great person. You know, meeting him has made a lot of the bullshit worth it. Absolutely. I've only known him briefly, but I feel the potential in this. Maybe not soon, i mean, hopefully not soon... ha im too young for any relationship drama. But definitely in the future, i am almost sure. I leave in two weeks, he leaves in about a week to go to Hawaii for 3 months. BUT... in October his friend is getting married in Miami... and he asked me to go with him. OF COURSE I WILL! =) You know, he hasn't asked how old I am... and I haven't asked how old he is... and I want it to stay that way! I mean... he could be 30 and... he could be 36... so it prevents any natural judgements that would be made if either of us knew how old we were. Or could be made. It's just better this way. But i really don't care. He's amazing... and hes fuckin seksay!! But he's only so seksay because of the way he is... and hes just hot! haha But... it takes A LOT more than physical attraction to stimulate me, so I wasn't immediately attracted to him. But now... wow. haha. I could say so much! Well, the company I am working for is just wonderful. We have so much fun, and its just great.
But Im tired
To be continued... |
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| .::yawn::. |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|10:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Joey Degraw - Our even time | ] |
I have much to write, too tired.
Stay tuned. |
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| South of the border |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|11:57 am] |
What a week. I am grateful. Thursday, my company booked a trip to Vegas for the night. They picked us up around 1... but the driver is a dumbass and we didn't leave until 2. So we are maybe an hour away from home still... and the limo overheated. Apparently, the dumbass driver didn't keep up the maintenance and hasn't put oil in it for who knows how long. So we had to drive 15 miles going about 10 mph to the next rental car service, and we drove the rest of the way. Got to the hotel around 8. What a PIMP hotel!!! WOW. But anyway... we had dinner, partied, it was all fun and games, and then we left around 5pm on Friday. We ended up just flying out. I HAVE NEVER been through such intense airport security before in my life. I couldn't even begin to try and explain how awful the security was. I had to walk through this metal detector looking thing... that actually looked like a time machine... you had to stop underneath it and there were airholes and they pushed a botton and this laser scans you and the holes shoot cold air at every inch of your body. And then you have to walk through an actual metal detector and I suppose I went through it kind of fast... and the guy goes "If you jump through it again, you are going to be wanted and padded down." Then they searched all my bags, inside out. It was insane.
Well I was supposed to see Joey friday, but he fell asleep and didn't wake up til 4 am. And I don't answer calls after 2... I'm not a booty call... haha. Hopefully I will see him before I leave.
Paul took me to Mexico yesterday, and we left this morning. It was so interesting... I have never been out of the country until yesterday. It's so different. It's almost sad though how most of these people and families live. Everyone out there is such a hard worker, children work harder than I have ever worked. It is a lot of fun though to party over there!!! Well back to work tomorrow.
I can't wait to see everyone in 3 weeks. Hopefully. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|09:04 pm] |
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So, I have officially come to the conclusion that my sister is psycho. This diagnosis has been made a trillion and one times before (by me), but I thought perhaps it was a phase... or insecurities that caused her to be that way when living with my mother and I... but now it is definitely official. So, I dropped her off at the gym. The parking garage is free for 20 minutes, but you have to grab the ticket once you get inside. Well, yesterday she accidentally took the ticket, and luckily, the guy at the gate had an extra ticket lying around so he let me out for free. Well, today, she did it again. Let me also say I was at the point where I was literally seconds away from running out of gas... so I'm circling this garage, trying to figure out what to do. I didn't want to show up to the same guy and say "My sister took my ticket again, will you let me out again please?" So, I parked the car and searched it in hopes that maybe the ticket was lying around the car. No luck. Well, she had forgotten her phone at the house, so I gave her my phone to call me with when she wanted to be picked up. So there I didn't even have a phone to call her with to tell her to bring me the ticket. So I was like... whatever... I will see if he will let me go again. Well, he had no tickets lying around so he was obligated to charge me 12 dollars for the lost ticket fee. This being a situation where you would probably just be like "Damn, that really sucks. There goes 12 bucks.... oh well." Well, yeah that is what I said to myself. Anywho... So then I go pick her up from the gym. She is in a really happy, giddy mood... considering she just worked out, that is what it does to you. Well, I was like... (not seriously, or in a bitter tone... you know, in a good mood like I always am) "You know you took the ticket again?" and shes like "Ooh that sucks, did he let you out for free again??" I was like "no... he couldnt because he had no tickets, I had to pay 12 frikkin dollars to get out." (still smiling...me) and she says...... "!!!!?!?!?!?WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??? YOU PAYED 12 FUCKIN DOLLARS TO GET OUT OF THAT GARAGE? WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING!??!!? ARE YOU SOME KIND OF IDIOT?! YOU JUST TELL HIM YOU DON'T HAVE MONEY AND HE HAS TO LET YOU GO!!" And I say... (still cool, calm, and collected cause thats me) "Dude, it doesn't work like that..." ...and her... "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TELL ME? I HAVE BEEN IN THAT SITUATION A MILLION TIMES! YOU ARE SO FUCKING RETARDED! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD JUST GIVE THE GUY 12 BUCKS. I BET HE JUST POCKETED ALL THAT MONEY. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING CONCEPT OF MONEY, JENN." and me... "Why do you get so upset? This was my money... and YOU are the one who took the ticket." ...and her... "WHO GIVES A FUCK. YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE GIVEN HIM 12 FUCKING DOLLARS. YOU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID." And yada yada yada... you get the picture. This was actually a brief version of it. So then... I pull over to an ATM to give her 60 dollars so she will shut the fuck up ( I owed her 30 and I wanted her to shut the fuck up and for that I would pay any price) and I walk back to the car and she's gone. She fucking left me there and I had to walk home.... in the 60 degree weather with a cold. LET ME REMIND YOU... this is ALL because I payed the required fee to get out of that garage... because she took the ticket AGAIN! So I get home... and she is acting like everything is fine. WOW SHE IS CRAZY! |
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